Shut your %!&*$#@ mouth.

Is it too much to ask of someone, that when you share a creative idea with them, to hear you out and not shut you down, or bring up asinine topics? Since when did "when are you finding a job," have anything to do with simply sharing a thought about creating one's own computer desk? For the record: I can't get a job without getting an interview, and considering I haven't received the latter, I'm just playing the waiting game.

Oh yeah. That's what personal blogs are for... getting out the frustrations. 

xo,

H

Squirtle Attack.

It's taken me this long to write another post... I suppose time really does swallow you whole.

I've moved back to my hometown, finally. It certainly was a bit short from being a good time, but now that I'm settled again, I can relax. Right? I'm in the process of getting my transcripts sent to the college over here and it's such a pain. Hopefully, they'll get them before it's too late to register. One could only hope.

xo,

H

Times & Age.

I'm twenty-one years old. 


I realize this isn't old age by any means, but I can't help feeling that my clock is ticking faster than ever. It felt like just yesterday, I was celebrating the new year and welcoming my birthday; now it's the middle of October. I really should have listened to my elders when I was younger. They always said, "Time flies right before your eyes when you're older. Enjoy it now." I have older siblings (the youngest by 11 years) and I can remember always wishing & wanting to be older, so I could hang out with them and do the things they were doing. Now I see that was silly of me. That realization.. It's just another stepping stone in life, right?


I suppose what I'm trying to get at, is that we need to cherish every moment we have left. Instead of sitting and wishing we're in a different time and place: grab hold of this moment and conquer it! I'm really glad to say I'm finally doing just that.


xo,
H

My Prologue.

Hello world. I only feel it's right for me to introduce myself, for you know nothing of me, nor I of you. We can establish this as the beginning of our budding relationship. I'll be sharing with you what I seem to find most important about myself. After all that is what we do during our first encounters. So, let us begin..

I'm a college girl. I had my life planned out at a young age only to realize it wouldn't stay constant. While I still have the same goals as before, I've come to the conclusion that there are better, smarter routes to reach them. I have a passion for helping people, as obnoxious as some are, and that's what I want to do with my life. I want to help you, your mom, dad, neighbor, friend, stranger, everyone. I'm a loyal person, to a fault. My latest finding is: no one can be as loyal to me, as I am to them. We'll get into that in another post. My family means the world to me. They are my support system, and without them I would be a lost cause. We've been through some tragic moments these past few years... I guess it builds character, but it hurts like hell in the process. I might open up about that in later posts. We'll see.I am an honest person, and I'll always be up front with you. If I don't like something, I'll let you know. If I like something, I'll let you know. I'm tired of people building intensities for no reason, so I like to keep this approach handy. I expect the same from you.

I like to: paint, read, draw, sing (mostly in private), cook, write, create, critique, laugh, smile, meditate, learn, speak, etc..

This will be a learning experience, and I'm excited.

Be prepared for one hell of a ride. 

xo,

H